Post by dicky on Aug 24, 2013 16:02:22 GMT -6
Hey wats up this is dickyJiggles a.k.a Sub Zero. Id like to apologize to Coeur, puddi, pandi, and all the players here for my actions a few weeks ago, I got a bit out of hand and I was not in the right state of mind so i'll share some personal info with u guys so u can get a better understanding of wat happen...
I started going to mental health therapy about 18 months ago, it all started about 2 years ago when my grandma and my brother both pasted with in 2 weeks on each other, it changed me and I haven't been the same since. So I started therapy only like once every 2 weeks and they put me on some lose dose meds, well just 3-4 weeks ago my doctor desided to change my meds because wat he had me on wasn't working. Now after the first week of taking these meds I kinda didn't feel right, I was getting crazy thoughts like hurting people, hurting myself, and all kinds of crazy shit. By the 2nd week I just wasn't myself at all doing off the wall shit my family noticed it and by that time I was so under it I did not notice it at all so I was taking it out on everyone, I got arrested twice in that week and few days later went to see my doc and just tore up his office and got arrested again. But he saw it was me and that the meds he gave me I was causing it, so I got released in his care and all charges drop. Now im off these meds and I have to see him 3 times a week, the meds are not completely out my system yet I felt like pure shit for a few days but im starting to feel better after each day that passes.
Im telling u guys this because I want to make it up to the staff and players anyway I can. Coeur was kind enough to let me back on the server and I asked puddi to disable my public chat until further notice(when im back in the right state of mind). I love this game and have a lot of friends here so I hope this clears up some of the questions u guys have.
P.S playing uo has helped me a lot in my treatment in the past, keeps my mind off a lot of things and if I didn't have uo to get me thru these times id prolly be dead or locked up some where or on the streets using drugs w.e
I started going to mental health therapy about 18 months ago, it all started about 2 years ago when my grandma and my brother both pasted with in 2 weeks on each other, it changed me and I haven't been the same since. So I started therapy only like once every 2 weeks and they put me on some lose dose meds, well just 3-4 weeks ago my doctor desided to change my meds because wat he had me on wasn't working. Now after the first week of taking these meds I kinda didn't feel right, I was getting crazy thoughts like hurting people, hurting myself, and all kinds of crazy shit. By the 2nd week I just wasn't myself at all doing off the wall shit my family noticed it and by that time I was so under it I did not notice it at all so I was taking it out on everyone, I got arrested twice in that week and few days later went to see my doc and just tore up his office and got arrested again. But he saw it was me and that the meds he gave me I was causing it, so I got released in his care and all charges drop. Now im off these meds and I have to see him 3 times a week, the meds are not completely out my system yet I felt like pure shit for a few days but im starting to feel better after each day that passes.
Im telling u guys this because I want to make it up to the staff and players anyway I can. Coeur was kind enough to let me back on the server and I asked puddi to disable my public chat until further notice(when im back in the right state of mind). I love this game and have a lot of friends here so I hope this clears up some of the questions u guys have.
P.S playing uo has helped me a lot in my treatment in the past, keeps my mind off a lot of things and if I didn't have uo to get me thru these times id prolly be dead or locked up some where or on the streets using drugs w.e
very sweet shard.
